Snobbin: Beautiful Trash in the Pop Culture Gutter

Don't ask me how, but I had never seen Bob Rafelson's cult favorite Head (1968), the movie that exploded and disrupted the Monkees' legacy as the prefab four. I love the psych-laden soundtrack, particularly "The Porpoise Song" which presents a typical Monkees melody with psychedelically appropriate lyrics.The song's appearance early in the film offers a good entry point as it reaffirms how Rafelson and co-writer Jack Nicholson analyze and invert the television Monkees and their humorous quests. Indeed, the movie takes typical show plot points and changes them into something even stranger. In the first scenes of the film, the four Monkees, Peter, Mike, Davy and Micky, run through the officials who are dedicating a bridge. Often, the show shows them running around in a more positive manner. As they fall into the water, the song plays while the band sinks into a psychedelic montage of lights. The film ends in the same spot, perhaps signifying the failures of the ...

The walls are crumbling in your prim and proper edifice. (Keeping us from breathing as we shield ourselves from the bricks and glass) December 27, 1992. The day you discovered your spine. It was the day that I learned to cower.  The day that you finally found your voice. 

At times beautiful, at others devastating, Blue Heron is an accomplished study of how mental health challenges change a family. Sophy Romvari explores the limits of memory, how we process trauma, and the realization that solutions might slip through our fingers. Her twists and tonal shifts are masterful. Sasha's (Eylul Guven) childhood memories of her brother, Jeremy, (Edik Beddoes) demonstrate the limits of human connection, but the way Romvari traces the threads that hold her family together hold out hope for much more. In telling the story of a brother's mental breakdown and his family's futile attempts to help him, Romvari, strives to create a space for healing. She shifts characters and memories within her narrative, so that she can show the difficulties of understanding other people and how they navigate the world. Blue Heron points out the failings of the mental health industry while ultimately showing that some problems might  be unsolvable. From her vantage point...

Fire pareidolia is the current conversation. Smoking skulls and charred logs. Add or subtract some wood but just keep it blazing. It mustn't go out for at least two more days.

 I stayed up too late but don't regret it. I lie here in my bunk listening to the birds and think about the endless hummingbird battle, the logs on the crackling fire, the endless discussion. I'm rolling back over and sleeping some more.

 The fire pit hisses in the scattered rain. Dark drops crash against uprooted spruce, As I take respite in the fire away from the frantic talk. An Afghan Whigs album on the turntable struggles  To rise above the bustle and hiss. The river beckons. I must hover.